MemberAugust 18, 2020 at 3:17 pm
My awakening started around 2012, while reading my Bible, I believe it was Genesis 10, it listed the sons of Gomer and I saw the name Ashkenaz. I’ve never been one to follow genealogy, but I felt inspired and thought I’d take a shot at piecing it together. I wondered if that son mentioned was of the same lineage as the Ashkenazi Jewish people today, and if so who else could possibly be a direct descendant today from the biblical people.
I went on a quest to research enthused, during my search what I came up with completely shook me. I found through many different articles, papers, documentaries and videos that the Ashkenazi Jews we’re similar to the Khazar and they were Turkic people who converted to Judaism! I doubted, so I kept searching, there must be an error as this made no sense. Then the question arose, if they are not directly linked Jacob (Israel), how are they the chosen people and then also who are the real descendants?
Searching to find out the real Hebrew people, at the time the only sources that came up were videos and articles about the Camps. The footage of the camps honestly left a sour taste in my mouth, I didn’t see the love of Yahshua, so I automatically dismissed it and pushed it aside.
I didn’t pray to ask YAH for clarity or to give me understanding of this revelation, I completely rejected that this could be true. During that time for some reason, videos came up about conspiracy theories and flat earth cane up, that I also initially rejected. However, the evidence was there and I got busy with researching flat earth and NASA, I started uncovering how much we’ve been lied to now fast forward to 2015 it came full circle.
So this time when YAH placed it in my spirit I was determined to seek out the truth and not stop until I found enough proof. Ron Dalton’s videos were up on Youtube, which was really helpful, the book ’From Babylon to Timbuktu’ was a great start and Pastor Omar Thibeaux teachings confrimed what YAH had shown me. Then I found Huldah Dauid (Her Royal Roots), from there Dante Fortson was suggested and then Teotw Ministries. I started ordering every single literature I could find off of Amazon, books such as ’Prophetic Whirlwind’ by Onlielove Chika Alston, The Hebrews to Negro books and DVDs, reading Dantes book sealed the deal and I was convinced ’Full-colour evidence of black Israelites in the Bible’ and ’The Black Hebrew Awakening’.
Coming into this truth has been a process it has taken me 8 years to really embrace but has been a 5-year battle. I first had to get over my anger bitterness and confusion, I felt so lost in my walk as I had embraced lies and accepted them as truth. How could I be so deceived yet thinking I had this great, intimate relationship with YAH. It made me question, does this truth actually matter and what difference would it make? After overcoming all of that I finally had peace, I started to feel I was comfortable and knew enough to start sharing this revelation with others.
The attitude of so what who cares, our walk has been sufficient thus far, this is all just head knowledge as it has nothing to do with one’s spiritual growth or salvation, as our identity is in Yahshua. These were bricks in a giant wall of opposition that I was presented with and had to face.
With the compelling and insurmountable evidence I had to share, I anticipated excitement, elation, liberation and acceptance; never the less, I was met with blatant rejection of this truth.
I started to think, maybe I am missing the bigger picture here, but then I remembered a dream that YAH had given me 15 years prior. Initially, I thought I understood the dream, I later realized that the dream was Revelation 12, and it didn’t merely have to do with my immediate family but also the Hebrew family at large.
It has taken a while for me to fully come into this; however, I am at a place where I feel I am better able to share this message with my family and others freely. I see my family and close friends slowly embracing this truth and I pray that I’m able to do this in love while exercising patience because that’s what I was afforded by YAH.